"If you have a talent, use it in every which way possible. Don’t hoard it. Don’t dole it out like a miser. Spend it lavishly like a millionaire intent on going broke."
Brendan Francis
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♥ 4:36 PM

didnt have lunch with love today due to his site work. however, good new is: he's fetching me off work! thanks love, you're the best! =)

♥ 5:53 PM

had lunch with love just now at amk s11. love is stress about his work while im feeling both upset and mad at the same time.

p.s:
had been visiting this salon where my aunties and cousins often go ever since a year plus ago. i brought love there too. i always thought that the lady boss and the other 2 staff was nice, that's why i continue to patron her salon although sometimes her cut and wash was rush and not thorough. they talked to me and knew my age from the start and love was introduced as my boyfriend.
however this morning, my mum told me something ridiculous like some aunty there asked her if i was pregnant because that guy i brought looked so old. hello, i know i'm fat, but i'm definately not pregnant la. is my tummy THAT big? is it wrong to be fat? i brought love there like at least 3 times. have my tummy grew SO much bigger over time that i look like im pregnant? ridiculous! then my mum told that whichever aunty that im just 20, the aunty was shocked. shocked? why shocked? my mum also told me that some aunty there told her that love's temper is very bad! NEVER ONCE did love scold me or blow off at me or whatsoever in the salon, i can swear for that! how did the aunty deduce it? based on what?
im not convinced at all that my mum actually went to the salon. my mum should be telling me a lie, and simply because she dont want me to confront that person and be crazily mad at the whoever person. i believe that someone else had visited the salon and got to know that i brought love there. and that someone must have grabbed the chance to badmouth me to my mum after knowing it.
i'm damn sure that my temper or attitude is far worst then love's. love's the one who always give in to me although i'm always the unreasonable one! so what if love's much older then me? does it even matter if i'm happy? i'm the one with him what. i'm old enough to know what i want. i'm ready to act responsibility for what's going to happen in the future, if any. im not that stupid, i know how to differentiate whether i am happy with him or not.
i'm SO SO sick and tired of explaining myself umpteen times and convincing others and even my parents that love isnt bad. even if i do, people will still make their own fucking assumptions. for those who listen, thank you, i'll prove it to you. for those who still want to insist on their assumptions, go ahead. and for those hypocrites including that someone two-faced snake out there who's adding oil to the fire, i know who you are, enough of acting like you care in front of me, telling me age isnt a problem, why do your parents diapprove, bla bla bla then badmouthing love as and when there's a chance and disapproving me being with someone that's old behind my back. you wont bring me down! i don't live to please the world.
I LOVE GARRY QUEK SWEE PENG, AND IM HAPPY WITH HIM!
believe i've said my piece, remember, the world goes round.

♥ 3:31 PM

had lunch with love as usual for the past 2 days. calculated my bills to pay: the penang trip in 9 days, money to change during the trip, love's birthday present, valentines day gift or dinner and ba guah for love's family. i can only conclude that: IM TOTALLY BROKE! =(

updates:
friday: went 313 somerset after work. shopped at new look. went og at orchard. went taka. bought a casual pants, b** and und*** at womens secret. had yoshinoya. home sweet home.
saturday: gave tuition. went JB. all shopping centres are closed due to the death of their sultan! *damn it! what's wrong with them? wasted trip. had love's car washed then came back to singapore. went chinatown og. walked around. went over to taka to buy my old empire pillow. bought it months ago with discount for 50mollah, now its going for 38mollah. sigh. love bought a fox tshirt and then had late dinner at mos burger. then home sweet home.
sunday: gave tuition. went queensway shopping centre. had curry chicken rice for lunch. shopped to find man u ladies jersey. finally found it and love bought it for me. bought a purple nike tank top. love bought a white tshirt there too. went over to the cathay. the tagger bag i wanted was out of stock. stocks will come in only after CNY. =( love bought a green adidas tshirt. reserved my white adidas tshirt at suntec as the cathay does not have the size. went to suntec. bought that t and had late dinner at some korean restaurant. then home sweet home.

♥ 12:00 PM

been so tired and sick lately. and not getting any better is making me feel even worst. =( hardly have anything interesting going on in my life now. the best thing thats happening is having love there for me to keep me sane. my headache since sunday and the excel task given, is driving me insane. just realised more white hair surfacing. lunch out again with love at casuarina road. love bought me the super old school biscuit, iced gems! =) gona go JB this sat for movie, shopping and nails! cant wait! happy!

update:
yesterday: happy 9th monthsary love! =) went ikea after work to have a simple dinner to celebrate. shopped around. bought my CNY bedsheet, a bamboo plant for my mum, a box for me and love to put our stuff and another box to put loves barang barang in the car boot.

♥ 4:16 PM

at work. whole body aching. keep breaking into cold sweat. headache subsided after the medicine.
updates:
friday: had love's visors done, not much of surprise as he guessed it when i stepped into his car. went love's to have dinner. watch my tv programmes. home sweet home.
saturday: got my iphone in the morning with dad. went to get the screen protector after that. met love. had lunch and finally got my refund back from chan brothers. went to funnan to get my iphone case, managed to get a pink paul frank one! =) badminton after that. went for dinner. then chill with all at grapevine. saw love's ex gf there. *GRRR. stayed over at love's.
sunday: had breakfast with love at rivervale mall. went home to change. gave tuition. went over to love's house. felt very very sick. pop panadols and stay home to watch my recorded shows. went jalan kayu for late dinner. had prata. went back and continue watching my tv programmes. home sweet home.
monday: went to work. felt very very sick still. had lunch with love. went to visit the doc. caught a cold. had mc. love sent me back. went to pick jaina with love and FMIL. after which, rest, rest and rest. had dinner. watch my tv programmes and home sweet home.

♥ 12:01 PM

am trying to blog using my iPhone =)

♥ 12:16 PM

updates:
:bought 10 pairs of false eyelashes and a glue from a wholesale guy name terence yesterday. =) his false eyelashes are going for $15.90 (got a discount)$15 for 10 and a 4ml bottle of transparent/black glue is at $11! CHEAP CHEAP!

♥ 4:08 PM

just had a little tiff with love again. no more mood to surprise him after work anymore. perhaps pull it off? we will see.

finished zhi char with love somewhere at amk during lunch time. texted e-rev motor sports llp to remind them for the change of visors. my dad passed me a parcel this morning. it contains my SLOUCHY BF PULLOVER and a free majolica majorca eye shadow. yeah! =)

♥ 1:34 PM

my stomach is growling badly. =( m hungry. waiting for love to reach my office to lunch out.

♥ 11:46 AM

Interesting fact:

Men thinks about sex 13 times a day

Researchers found the average male turns their thoughts to sexual intercourse 13 times a day – a total of 4,745 times every year.

Almost a third even admitted it is often the first thing they think about when they wake up in the mornings. (wow...)

In comparison, women think about sex just five times day – or 1,825 times a year.

But when it comes to actually having sex, men have to make do with it an average of just twice a week, or 104 times a year.

A spokesman for market research company www.Onepoll.com said: "Men are well-known for thinking about sex a lot, but to find out exactly how often is staggering. It seems blokes have sex on the brain whether they are going through a dry spell or jumping between the sheets on a regular basis. They can’t even get away from the sexy thoughts when they first wake up in the morning. So when you catch your man staring into space, you know what he’s likely to be thinking about."

The study of 3,000 people also showed that despite the difference in the amount of times men think about sex and actually do it, almost three quarters claim they are happy about the amount of sex they were getting.

But just 58 per cent of women said the same.

And 43 per cent of couples also admitted arguing over who instigates the lovemaking, with men most likely to make the first move.

Researchers also found one in three guys think a candlelit dinner is the best way of getting a woman in the mood, followed by a relaxing massage. (candlelit dinner? really?)

But women are more likely to play romantic music or cook their partner’s favourite meal to try and get them into bed. (hmm, is it so? i doubt so in singapore?)

Credits to: http://www.jialat.com/

♥ 2:18 PM

had lunch earlier on with love at ang mo kio hub, transfered money for the cupcakes and the #6 SLOUCHY BF PULLOVER which i bought online, http://www.thepixiestudio.blogspot.com/. wee! gona receive my pullover + a FREE majolica majorca gift pack in 2 days time! =)

updates:
:made an arrangement yesterday with e-rev motor sports llp for friday to fix love's visors. told love to drive me to tampines st93 on friday. =) and as not to make love suspect anything, im gona stick his pathetic broken piece back to his car tonight. I M EVIL! muahaha.
:was googling for cupcakes and muffins yesterday and i found this, http://www.yummyumkins.com/, booked a 16piece manchester united design muffins, giving love a surprise on his birthday. =) yes, manchester united design muffins! cant wait to see love's reaction! hehehehehe.

ending work soon! BYEEEEE....

♥ 5:24 PM

had vegetarian lunch somewhere nearby with love just now. bought chicken flavoured in a biskit biscuits! =)

good news! found somewhere which is selling mazda 3 HATCHBACK GT vent visors at 55bucks with installing them! yeah!

♥ 3:04 PM

anyone know where can i get mazda 3 HATCHBACK GT vent visors?

updates:
fri: went to eat one of my favourite, beef hor fan, at geylang after work with love! =p *yum yum, makes my hungry now! bought durian after that! was craving for some. went to love's house. ate durian and watch tv. and started to stick my crystals on love's mp3. slept over.
sat: had breakfast with love at rivervale mall. went home to bath and change. gave tuition. headed back to love's house again and finish sticking the crystals! =) went JB with love, FMIL and FFIL. did my nails. went to 777 to have dinner. headed back to love's house again and we had a little tiff.love smashed his car's vent visor out of anger, love said that the model of visors should be no longer in produce or difficult to find. =( then i drove home. im so so sorry love! talked over the phone with love.
sun: went over to fetch love to have brunch. had chicken rice at ivan's house downstairs coffeeshop. went over to somewhere near hougang mall to walk around. had my eyebrows trimmed. went back to love's house to wait for bryan and janice, to swim. bathed. had sakae sushi for dinner at rivervale mall. shopped around and home sweet home.
end of my rattling.

♥ 11:06 AM

just had dim sum with love! *yum yum!

was just joking with love when i told him i wanted a surprise over the phone in the morning. and to my surprise, he actually went to town to get me the organiser i always wanted at urban write! =) thanks love, your the best! i love you! xoxo

♥ 1:29 PM

time passes very fast, its just another month more to my penang getaway! =) yeah!

having second, third, fourth, fifth thoughts about going to catch david tao in space - 'the talk; rock show' concert. love says it's too expensive, dont wanna go as we will be going penang soon. =( should i just pay for the tics and ask him to accompany me? or should i save up and miss it instead? *troubled.

♥ 3:33 PM

hi two zero one zero.
How was NYE?

just got back from lunch with love a while ago. had my favourite mos burger at amk hub. =) bought a majolica majorca chapter 24 honey pump gloss neo, 144 at watson.

setting some no nos for two zero one zero:
#1. stop my bad temper and impatience at times towards love, treat him better!
#2. stop being so lazy.
#3. stop leaving unwanted things in my room, start packing for chinese new year! 1month and 10days left. *there are tons of things to clear in my room!
#4. stop buying so many shoes. throw old/unwanted shoes and not pile up the shoe rack.
#5. stop being late.
#6. stop splurging, stop buying things on impulse. think before buying! must really start saving!
#7. stop keep taking cab. take train!
#8. stop eating so much and lose some weight! do some exercise.*okok, right, i know i just have mos burger.

updates:
thurs: had foot reflex done while waiting for love at sembawang. bought fish balls and curry puffs for pot luck. went love's house. went cynthia and kuan ming's house for a little party. pot luck. played games. home sweet home.
fri: love came to fetch me with ivan and peishan. went to eat brunch together at one of the coffee shop at bukit batok. went JB. first stop, holiday plaza. did my nails. *fotd will be updated. bought a black bag. went over to city square. had dinner. shop. bought a white t. had love's car washed. home sweet home.
sat: went love's house. made our way down to haji lane. bought swarovski crystals and glue to paste on love's mp3. *he said he dont mind at all. =p happen to pass by a unique shop and we went in, the boss(not sure if he is) is nice! bought a box of balloons at 1 buck and the boss gave me a free chaptek. *fotd will be updated! had our dinner at a malay stall. went to look for saga seeds at amk and outside cedar girls school. but couldnt find any. went compass point. bought a white op shorts, a 'poh poh' aka bolster and some sushi. =) home sweet home.
sun: went love's house. ate noodles cooked by FMIL as brunch. watched bodyguards and assasins at amk hub. shopped at amk hub and amk. bought 1 nike polo tee and shoe, 1 adidas shorts. packed dinner from rivervale mall and got back to love's house to eat. home sweet home.

btw, anyone happen to know where exactly to pick saga seeds?

♥ 11:51 AM